So they do say I need a Father figure and have not done so with a calculation of what the consequences might be too, since at this point they are not spending enough times abusing their stupid children into an inability to forge an acceptable level of relationship with others that may want to or already have employed them, so I simply have to conclude the case continues still considering the part where a Court became the helpers and not the fans was actually forged by the corruptions of involvement orchestrated by the Fathers, I do have it settled at this stage however where some assist me when it comes to the renaissance and some assist me when it comes to the Company itself but it was the Fathers it should be noted; I mean it can start out with something as abusive as never meeting my Father, not knowing my name but having the effrontery to tease me the way my Father does, which does mean they know how my Father teases me or it might be that their insults and abuses that I am not aware of really know no limits and has now given birth to something else and then it will go places from here and get global even if they wanted, like they tease their stupid children that way - so it has ended up being discussed and I have not played it out to lay to waste that stupid fame and fortune popular culture so I might be asked why I did it, hence they live to tell the tale, it has already led to anus and penis insults from them by the way but they still think I need a Father figure and with that stupid media too - which is a good point for their foolish women to start their share as well and I simply have to imagine we will be talking about their own soon enough too - the Books hurt they say but they want to be found around my literary work showing off their stupidities too for good measure, at all times (of course it’s all a big lie - there is enough respect for many life times over and that is why their wickedness that could have been the only thing to replace their stupidities deems me to be such a target). Would I then have preferred my Court to be fans only? Of course not but it should be seen they are involved because I seldom punish people for doing the wrong thing and the point where I asked them to help out was not the way to go but I think I trust them; I wouldn’t have it any other way and that is not what I am saying, what we do is far deeper now than when it first began, I am just trying to imagine if another route was followed and the question of their involvement was raised when it should not have occurred while it is said I need father figures thus – so they get me out when it comes to industry matters and company matters and any matters I might jump into and there are some that pull me out when it’s about the Royal Estate renaissance. I am making mention of it because people will not let us be, it seems to be a point of fascination i.e. the bit especially where the difference between statesman and journalist is the bit where you have lost your temper and somebody is asking if the party is over. So for those who claim when I speak of it they will take it up, it matters not; as I have mentioned before, they do teach this in Church as it were, crashing peoples personal lives and parties and companies to take a stand and direct them with distant violence which one is their size and which one befits them and which one befits me but of course just take a guess where I have learned it and where the knowledge with which to specialise will be coming from too.

Their needs are not important, what is beyond everything else is that they are no longer found around my Books; at this point it seems the above is what the conversation really is about but it isn’t, what it really is about is the spending of my work on themselves as violently as possible and the accusations that means I am softened up and cannot breathe so that they might – so imagine what I will need to do for structure that will ensure I get to change that stupid culture and society each and every time its insults changes me just before I cut them off from the access which the financial difficulties allow them? We are depending on their insolent civility to clear this matter, I had given it my all and it came to nothing, so it’s my turn to get civility out of them as well. Whether or not I do it will be a matter of how much civility is gained from them but the clue is still what it is i.e. they need never be seen around my Books and do need to clear my space.

We hear those stories that I have been beaten and inequality has happened to me anyway whatever I do later; nothing of it which is new to me since I have always been aware the ones I owe a debt are likely to know somebody who works in the armed forces putting their lives on the line while I grab the glory – the rest however are going to do the revenge for damage to that stupid society and culture at me all the time which means they can finger my bum unexpectedly at any time and if I want to know why they will say I am a warrior fighting for them because I share a skin colour and so on and then I will have to destroy that stupid society even further for it every single time it happens. That said it is the Politicians that spend tax payer funds to wreck my finances with public money and give them this claims of domination and victory that is born out of my worries over money and job problems and they are the ones that have created this problem, not clear why they like to think it is somebody else’s responsibility anyway – in my case there is that story I look the part and not enough have died yet as well for my bit as it were. I do not buy my media equipment so the fools can talk through to me as it were and I will make it end very badly indeed, how it has ended so far not hurting badly enough as we can see. I don’t think the matter is a problem as such; it’s just the way they blow it off all the time – when I heard my parents talk about it I used to think they exaggerated some bits, now I have to deal with it I realise they were nowhere near exaggerating; what do I have to do to get out of bed to spend another person’s possessions on myself, what do I need to do to acquire a mindset that thinks about other people’s possessions all the time and works ever so hard at making people live my dreams instead of their own, what do I have to do to get myself into a place where I either spend people’s property on me or destroy it so the owners cannot have it right up to religion and quality of life? Then again they yap way too many times the beating me bit on the media like I buy the equipment so they can talk through to me with it, for their own good as it were all together. I understand the tale I like to pretend I am the innocent party in the matter but the only chance these guys have now is an advantage concerning how physically bigger than me they are which they want to play up at my government office too rather than just go away, as everything that supported the theory they are better than me in every way is now completely crushed since we have no idea how they came about any way or the basis on which them theories were built; I never claim to be the innocent party, the reality here is that of the part where they want to make use of my faith without believing in it and then I get to a point where I just give up on them and decide that is what they want to use my graciousness for and this is where it starts to get violent and they want to use my faith without believing in it but destroy it while their whole life depends upon it, that said as I mentioned, there is still the sense I get media equipment so they can talk through to me and blab all the time about a beating me and it happens way too often for their own good they ought to be informed.

When I say everything that suggests they are superior or better than me now lies in ruins I mean things such as cars they buy being what a Christian has wet dreams about and now exists in a condition where it will never be more important than God is as well and you name it and I have done it but it’s still that blabbing about me being beaten like I share this Office with them and the last time I checked it the air to breathe was actually free. Hey I am teenager with a car and Christian thinks other things about his faith is what matters to him, so he must have so many financial difficulties that he actually thinks the car matters for comfort or for money and now it all exists where it will never become more important than God and there is a bit of reality established. It happens because of the reason it happens most of the time; people want to kill them people it is said want to kill me because of them but the main difference between me and them is that whilst people want to kill them because they have been very bad for a long time and cannot let other peoples be and are such bullies as well especially over money and better life, people want to kill me because it is said my death will be enough death to save many and it was all invented by them too – either way of which we are made for each other and have the same issues to deal with like they wanted. I mean it’s crunch time at this point, the fun days were the days when popular culture and media and politicians were making sure I loved my mother and could not move away from home to live on my own because somebody else had taken up that kind of life or invented it all together and I cannot have some if I don’t allow them do that thing they want to do with popular culture on my life which I have expressly told them I don’t want done – they fear the problem that results from this kind of behaviour so but cannot be seen toning it down at any stage, it has only one direction of progress and that is worse to worst at all times. They make me laugh when I don’t want to especially around things like their hatred for those who don’t fancy their mum and how popular culture idiots will get rich at such persons expense and teach them lessons, which is what they think they have the right to do until it ends as badly as it looks. I understand what I do is interfere and give their opponents an advantage which makes no sense since I am the one that hardly finds a job on account I have a life that is stuck with older peoples sense of what fame and notoriety means and they have never had a conversation that others found meaningful in the last 20 years with anybody.

It’s like environment issues about which we want to get on media and talk all the time about Oil and whether there is any or            Wind power and Industrial development that is beneficial to people in neighbourhoods whereas the real problem was that we needed to plan our entire Towns all over again as we can see that the social and cultural problems we thought had gone away after the second world war was not the end of the story. It is usually the point at which I get told that I assume there will be no problems with any new Towns and Cities whereas I never said so; the reality has always been that we are ever so keen to get into conversations with idiots that are very busy with bad social and cultural practices, then pretend the problem belongs to somebody else and even now I have mentioned it I will easily get told this was the domain of the Labour Party when we all know that each time it is, what happens is that the idiots take up a decade and a half of peoples time on these behaviour and then another decade and a half over their need for money which then plays out as per the destruction of the lives of people they do not wish to see exist without killing them. They would rather claim it is a  quest for back door genocide on my part as well which it isn’t – the reality is that there will be no problems with conversations about whether or not climate Change is real or a hoax and there will be no problem with recycling becoming compulsory, if we live in cities that are planned to such an extent that the markets are similar and any differences are conspicuous so as to result in a process where we deal with the same kind of rubbish all round, if the cities are planned along the lines of environment issues otherwise the suggestion is that when an idiot targets a teenager he wants to abuse and chases him down a few years to start a fight, gets beaten and deploys his stupid children on the fight to get support from Politicians as well and the whole career and academic work of such a teenager is now tied to the fact he is bigger than the teenager, it is his right and an existence he deserves to have, to which I will get told I was not meant to be here since I am not white which of course has always been the main problem for the whites and the blacks alike i.e. I would have left their Country a long time ago if they did not cling to my career and I have no idea how that proves their superiority but we are here because in order to prevent a process where I get to another Country and they ask me about missing bits to have me tell them I was taken advantage of by the British, so they can ask me what makes me think I will not be taken advantage of in their Country whereby I can get paid less than I am really worth and the British will have completely destroyed everything here, we had to have reasonable leaders who prevent a process where they grab their country on one end and I grab it on the other and we rip it up together, as that stupid racism for the whites and nepotism for the blacks is never really credible as it were – now they have a new addition which is the Muslims and for those we are waiting yet for a time when they will stop killing each other in the Middle east where they really belong in order to begin. They have all turned up here, everybody with a different abusive flavour, an alternative reality created, Industries having no respect for our jobs and mine especially on account their own exists and fate has won with a big mouth.